One and Two

I used to have a journal which I kept on my hard drive, locked with a password. Into it I put all my thoughts, even the really dirty/mean ones which I knew I'd have trouble re-reading in the future. One day in November my PC crashes, for no apparent reason, taking with it all the memories of 2003 and 2004 I cared to write about. Needless to say I was heartbroken and it took me half a year to start another one. I thought blogging would be the key but I was wrong; online publishing left me as my own worst (or best?) censor.

I mused over it for a while and thought that maybe I should write my thoughts with pen and paper, old school. But then scenes of a diary lost from Mara Clara flash through my mind.

From time to time I'll be posting bits of my diary here.

Timing

Two or three times in the past week, I tune in to NU just as this song is playing. Ang galing! Everytime I hear it I just swoon and keel over.

Into The Night
The Music

Tonight we'll start a fire
You know we'll let it burn
Somehow we'll over come it
I'll never know
I can't stop thinking about it
It's eating away inside
Believe me when I tell you
It's mine
You now know
I decided long ago
I was gonna be with you
But into the night we both will go
And find our own way

A thousand lights above us
We're gonna let them shine
What comes first tomorrow
Or maybe the next life
Cos you live for the weekend
And I live forever
And you say you don't need it
I don't know
You don't know
I decided long ago
I was gonna be with you
But into the night we both will go
And find our own way

I decided long ago
I was gonna be with you
But into the night we both will go
And find our own way
Do you know
Do you know
Whoa woe

Do you know
Do you know
Whoa woe
I'm taking my things
Leaving behind
All of the pain you've caused me
And I never want you
Back in my life
Back in my life
In my life
I can't stop thinking about it
It's eating away inside
Believe me when I tell you
It's mine
You now know
I decided long ago
I was gonna be with you
But into the night we both will go
And find our own way
I decided long ago
I was gonna be with you
But into the night we both will go
And find our own way

Yeah, we will find our own way

Do you know
Do you know
Whoa woe

Unprecedented

Even I cannot believe where I am right now. And I'm pretty gullible.

I'm still in the lab, doing an all-nighter experiment. Shit. And each step takes all of three minutes, but I have to stay anyway because the procedure is scattered over time points six hours apart. Is that sentence even grammatically correct?

I'm scared because I'm all alone in this building, save the security guard (who is a bit frightening himself). My labmates tell of ghost stories in this institute and... no, I don't want to go there. This atmosphere even worsens my bladder condition. I've gone three times already in the past half-hour.

Damned, damned science research. How do I even convince myself that I like it sometimes?

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A is for Adorable

A blog meme from Bea (the most blog-active non-blogger EVER).


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Drama

cupboard closeup




essence of john fadul




wedding flowers



some night scenes from the top floor of the Prestige Towers:















Take me back to my home/ to a place where I belong...




view from our dinner table




combustion




VCF building at the Fort